alone..again

here's the story..

i met this girl in fb..she gave me hope in this love while i was gave up my love..

at that time i was trying to forget about my ex and she was there for me..

i tried to make her smile because at the same time she was unhappy..

and it works..i was also happy for her but not for me..

for me is..making other happy and smile is enough..

then,i asked her number and she gave to me..

she knocked my heart's door..

at first,i was afraid to let her in..because im afraid if she would break my heart..

but i pushed it all away..i gave my trust on her..

then she confessed that she loves me..

and i accept her then let her entered my heart..

we were happy cuz been togather at all the time..

we were understanding each other,and knows everything like the relationship is long enough for us..

but after about 4 months..

everything is changed..don't know what and where the mistakes..

she left me,in the dark and alone..

i feel like hangging without a rope..

she break my heart..she was only for awhile..

why.?how could this be.?there's so many hows and whys

now,i try to be stronger than before but i fall into pieces..

there's no strength for me anymore..

even my friends tell me there's so many much better out there

but there's no trust in my heart for love anymore..

it makes me became heartless..

so i learned my lessons and my mistakes..

i won't fall in love again..

my heart is sealed..

i don't trust in love anymore..

for now on,she's only a dream for me

the end..